Buah hatiku...

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Marsya Hayra just turned 1 year and 5 months old..2 days ago..

Emyr Raouf just turned 2 months old..2 weeks ago..

They are my heart and soul..

They are my BUAH HATI PENGARANG JANTUNG...

They are my calming factor..

They complete me in every way..

Sometimes..i cried with this total new meaning of tiredness..

Yes..i'm tired..really tired..

But..just looking at them..those innocent smile of my princess and my prince..i wiped those tears and it gives me strength to move on..day and night..



..and this was one of hayra's ways to share her things with her brother..

..first, she was in her thinking mode on what to throw inside emyr's cot..


..then, there was a pen..'Ehhh...takleh hayra..'


..so, she went back to find something else for her to throw and it was a piece of paper..sometimes, it could be her big ball or her lego..adooiii, pengsan..


She's now in the stage of adapting the definition of jealousy towards her brother. Sometimes, i tried not to show my affection towards emyr in front of her each time when she needed me..the look in her eyes when she saw me holding emyr..aduhhh..luluh jiwa raga..kesian sangat.

I know that she loves her brother..but in her own way.

So, each time when hayra took her nap, i would give my wholehearted affection to emyr..and each time when he laughed..aduhhh, luluh jiwa raga buat kali kedua.

I just hope that i can be the best mom for both of them..InsyaAllah

Comments

marmalade said…
you will be, insha Allah :)
June 12, 2011 at 8:30 PM
Angah said…
nampak emyr mcm muka abah pulak eh..

biasa la kakak jeles sikit tu..even my daughter yg 3yo ma dpt adik pun acted that way..
June 14, 2011 at 2:02 PM
LavenderGal08 said…
haah la..but tak sebanyak kakak dia yg copycat abih
June 16, 2011 at 1:13 AM
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