Hayra...a kakak..

It was early in the morning..

What a busy task for Hayra to explore all the interesting stuff inside her atok's car..

Lately, everybody was busy asking about her reaction with the new role as a big sister..

What i can is that...i'm so proud of my sweet little girl. She's just 1 year and 2 months old but she has been so good with her adik..such a caring character from such a tiny little girl.

Deep inside..i know that she's longing for my cuddling..so much and i miss that cuddling session with her too. It's not that i didn't do that anymore with her but my mom and hubby will always remind me not to carry her too much due to my early stage of confinement. This is to prevent for any 'bentan' case..which wouldn't be good for any mothers who just delivered a baby.

Previously, i wasn't really care about the 44 days of confinement stage..i didn't count but this time around..i'm counting..and counting for its to end. Not because of the food..the mengurut..the bengkung..the tungku..the mandi air akar but it's just that i want to carry-n-cuddle my precious daughter so much. Well, i have to be patient then..

I love to see her reaction towards Emyr..especially during the time when Emyr had to spend his 2 days at the hospital. It was so touching to see her act that morning. She went to his brother's baby cot..calling '..baby..baby..'. When she noticed that Emyr wasn't there..she still kept looking for him but we told her that '..baby kat hospital..'

Hayra..i love you so so so much sayang..